After a year I have realized that everything’s well and in place. The Lord let me realize that those are not for me and that this is what He wanted for me and this place is where He wants me to be:) I’m excited, but I can’t deny the anxiety and fear. But I know as well that He’s got me, my back and everything that I am to accomplish:)

Jeremiah 29:11, always <3

I’m fighting, he’s letting go.
I’m trying, but he doesn’t know.
I kept silent, he did too.
But when we converse, I don’t know what’s true.

As youths for Christ, we conduct our youth camps yearly to evangelize.

According to http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary to “evangelize” means to proclaim the Gospel. The Gospel which is Christ Himself. 

By that we mean we conduct our youth camps yearly to be able to proclaim Christ, His love and His greatness.

Youth camp season na!! =)) God bless sa bawat youth camp :’) AJA, AFG brothers and sisters >:)<

The past weekend was so much more than a blessing. It was my first International Leaders’ Conference experience and indeed it is a memory to cherish for the rest of my life.

At the start of the conference I prayed for the Lord’s guidance that I may nourish and understand what He wants me to learn at that moment. I prayed for my heart to be ready to accept whatever revelation He has in store for me and at the end of the conference I praised Him for all those answered prayers. <3

It was the very first conference wherein I did not ask for money from my parents. And I believe that’s one thing I should be proud of. :”) Yes, nakaipon ako! Not a single penny was given to me and I’m striving for more conferences wherein all expenses shall be paid by me. ;)

YFC ILC 2013 was also the first conference wherein my nickname was spelled right. Hahahaha! Yeheeeeeees. <3 tumama din. :P

But besides all these, there were 3 stunning truths that the Lord revealed to me as He lets me experience His warm love. One of which is about my life verse..

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

Even before ILC, the verse already meant a lot to me. I believed that it was really for me, however during the Jesus Expo, the Lord again reaffirmed this truth. But not only that, He opened my eyes to bigger and  greater things that this promise of Him brings to me.

Second, I’ve been struggling with regards to strength for the past few months. I have always believed that I am strong, until this Jesus experience. The Lord revealed to me that it’s better if I acknowledge myself as someone weak, for it allows Him to shower me His outpouring strength.

The third truth is of real importance. It’s something grand and very personal as well. And this revelation made me love the community more. And after ILC, I know there’s more in store. Bibitinin ko na  ’to kasi gusto ko muna talagang isecure hihihihi. 

All in all, I can’t explain how blessed I am to be part of the 8,000 strong.

CFC - Youth for Christ International Leaders’ Conference 2013 was indeed more than successful, it was victorious. I believe it fired the hearts of youths, not only those who’s attended but of those who’s seen it online as well.

Next year, for it’s 21st year, CFC YFC will say hello to Palawan. <3 See you there brothers and sisters in Christ! :”>

Hello dearest chapter 3! <3 Ihaharap natin ang mas malaking chapter next year, tama? :”) >:)<

GOD IS GREAT! <3

Last night we were at their house to celebrate with his siblings’ graduation. Ineexpect ko naman na talaga na makita siya, malamang, pero hindi wala lang nagulat lang ako kasi ang weird talaga. HAHAHA. =))

We arrived past 8PM so there were few people left. Yung kuya tsaka ate niya yung nag-entertain samin kasi nga celebration nila yon tapos ayun nasa taas siya ng bahay nila the whole time. Nandun yung anak anakan ko so so happy ako =)))) HAHAHAHA. After eating, lumapit sa akin yung anak anakan ko tapos nagtatanong kung sino daw daddy niya. =)) Sabi ko wala tapos sabi nung iba, kawawa naman siya. HAHAHAHA. =)) Then after that sabi niya, “Ah alam ko na daddy *insert his name here* na lang.” Medyo natawa ako, pati yung pinsan niya pati yung kuya niya tsaka yung mga kasama ko. Sabi ko, hindi pwede kasi kuya pinsan niya yon kaya hindi niya pwedeng maging daddy, kaso pinipilit niya tapos pinapaakyat niya ako para daw puntahan nami yung daddy niya. Pasaway na bata ‘to. =))

Pilit lang siya ng pilit hanggang sa sabi na ng kuya niya tawagin na lang daw siya tapos pababain. Tapos ayun, sabi ko sa anak anakan ko sige pero 5 minutes lang kasi nga gabi na din at inaantok na ako. =)) Tapos nung pababa na siya, nagkasalubong kami sa hagdan kasi nga paakyat ako para samahan yung anak anakan ko. Sabay biglang sigaw yung kuya niya ng ‘ayiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiie’ and I was like, kuya anong meron. Eh kasi parang ano ‘to alam nung kuya niya? =)))

Tapos nagstay ako sa taas nila para samahan yung anak anakan ko tapos mamaya maya nagpaalam na ako kasi kailangan ko na umuwi, pagkababa ko lahat sila nasa salas. Tapos nakaupo siya sa gitnang sofa tapos umupo ako sa gilid, yung katabi kong upuan yung nakaupo dun yung pinsan niya, pero tumayo yung pinsan niya tapos nakipagpalit ng upuan. :( Tapos sabay kaming nagsabi “ang bully niyo samin.”

It was awkward, yes. Kasi inaasar nila kami. Pinipilit ko na lang yung sarili ko na manuod ng TV kahit antok na antok na talaga ako. =))))) Para lang hindi ako humarap sa kanya kasi nahihiya talaga ako :(  :))

Tapos nagtanong yung isa naming kasama na, “ate anong meron nagkasomething sa inyo ni kuya *insert his name here* dati?” HUHUHUHU. Gisang gisa ako kagabi nandun pa yung kuya niya tapos nangiti lang. HUHUHUHU :((

Pero ang point ko talaga isa that I’m happy kasi kagabi I am certain na wala na din yung dati kong feelings for him. HEHE. Answered prayers. :’) I know I need this. Hindi ko naman kasi kailangan ng distraction sa mga kailangan kong gawin. :) Tapossss ayun lang HAHAHA. Nagtataka lang kasi ako bakit parang ang ever lang. Ewan HAHAHAH! Bow.

Yesterday was indeed full of love and blessings. Unti-unti na ring nagsisink in sa akin na gusto ni Lord na magmahal ako ng mas marami pang tao — Villa Luisa Unit.

Medyo ilang araw ko na ring iniiyakan ‘to, kasi may personal issues din ako sabay ang dami ko ding worries pero with the Lord’s revelation yesterday mas naexcite ako. Hihihihi <3 Tapos yesterday, sa activity namin nagulat ako habang pinapakinggan ko partner ko sa pagpipray sa akin huhuhuhu :((( Nabless talaga yung puso ko ano ba. :”>

Kahapon din yung unang beses na narinig ko yung kapatid ko na magpray vocally. :((((((((((((((((((( Gusto ko nang humagulgol kahapon grabe. :”>

Pero kasi hindi dun nagtatapos!! :P Upon waking up this morning, inayos ko yung bag ko tapos nakakita ako ng CFC CLP na invitation. Haha! Para kasing kahapon sa sobrang busy ko, hindi ko siya napansin tapos naalala ko sa pagmamadali na mag-ayos ng gamit naisuksuk ko na lang siya sa bag ko. Realizing na the Lord gives me another mission — my parents. :”> Magiging CFC din parents ko, puso lang. <3

Excited na ako sa ILC. Yikeeeek <3